Seriously, Shelby?!

March 15, 2011

Day Six.

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Mitch Albom; I wish I could make my thoughts, ideas, and feelings sound even half as beautiful as the way he puts his into words.

 

Nts: If anybody would like to offer some advice on learning to trust people and letting your guard down, please feel free to share.

i just wanted some fucking vomit.

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DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.DISRESPECT.

There's no need for you to walk on any fucking eggshells.

 

I’m incredibly angry; but, then again, that is all I can really feel anymore.  Nobody gets it, or me, for that matter.  All I do is disrespect and mistreat people.  I mean, that’s why I was once told no one likes me, anyway, right?

One of my favorite songs is on the radio.  I still wish to dig a razor blade into my thigh until all i can see is red and all i can feel is nothing.

 

 

Happy birthday, Jules.

October 25, 2010

Day Five.

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A picture of your favorite memory.

Telling Batman Clue stories with my mom and brother when I was a wee girl.

October 17, 2010

Day Four.

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Day 04 – A picture of your night.

I spent it mostly with Nick, and kind of his friends.  Then we he dropped me off I was able to spend time with my uncle.  It was so nice to see him because he very rarely returns home from Alberta and I doubt I will be seeing him much this week while he’s home.

September 20, 2010

Day Three.

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A picture of the cast from your favorite show.

Day Two.

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A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest.

September 18, 2010

Day One.

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1.  People will judge me; I’ve become accustomed to it.  For the most part, although I will admit that sometimes I’m not willing to, I get to know people before I form an opinion of them.  I wish they would do the same for me.

2.  I believe I have more insecurities and trust issues than the entire town combined, and unfortunately, they’re always apparent.

3.  I love my true friends, my boyfriend, and my family.  I’d gladly take a bullet for any them.

4.  If you want to know how I’m feeling, pay attention to the music I listen to.

5.  My guitar has always been the best shoulder for me to cry on.

6.  I love how unpredictable the weather is.  However, I always enjoy when it’s overcast just enough that the street lights come on in the late afternoon/ early evening, and the rain peppers my face.

7.  When I’m able to, I will own as many snakes as possible.

8.  Kids are not my thing.  They’re easily breakable and I am by no means graceful; it’s not a good combination.

9.  I’m often stronger than people give me credit for; however, I’m always stronger than I give myself credit for.

10.  I like to wear hats.  I don’t own many, and don’t wear them often.  But I do like to wear them.

11.  I’m oddly appreciative of my fingers.  They’re a part of my body that I like.

12.  I’m a person who needs more positive in her life.  It’s a change that definitely must take place.

13.  I LOVE math.  It’s so much fun.  I’m asking for a graphing calculator for Christmas.  I’m

14.  I’m also a nerd.  Bet nobody saw that one coming!

15.  I love deeply, but I can’t trust.  I want to though.  I just don’t know how.  I’m trying really hard.

30 Day Challenge.

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Day 01 – A picture of yourself with fifteen facts.

Day 02 – A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest.

Day 03 – A picture of the cast from your favorite show.

Day 04 – A picture of your night.

Day 05 – A picture of your favorite memory.

*Day 06 – A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day.

Day 07 – A picture of your most treasured item.

Day 08 – A picture that makes you laugh.

Day 09 – A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.

Day 10 – A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with.

Day 11 – A picture of something you hate.

Day 12 – A picture of something you love.

Day 13 – A picture of your favorite band or artist.

Day 14 – A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.

Day 15 – A picture of something you want to do before you die.

Day 16 – A picture of someone who inspires you.

Day 17 – A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.

Day 18 – A picture of your biggest insecurity.

Day 19 – A picture of you when you were little.

Day 20 – A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel.

Day 21 – A picture of something you wish you could forget.

Day 22 – A picture of something you wish you were better at.

Day 23 – A picture of your favorite book.

Day 24 – A picture of something you wish you could change.

Day 25 – A picture of your day.

Day 26 – A picture of something that means a lot to you.

Day 27 – A picture of yourself and a family member.

Day 28 – A picture of something you’re afraid of.

Day 29 – A picture that can always make you smile.

Day 30 – A picture of someone you miss.

June 8, 2010

Get into my Heart

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10 THINGS YOU WANT
– a shitty truck
– a hug
– a decent coffee
– long, long hair, the blonder the better
– a sweet tan
– a job
– spend time with my lovee
– happiness
– to sleep through the next 2 years

9 MUSICIANS/BANDS YOU LOVE (IN NO ORDER)

– Pantera

– The White Stripes
– Mastadon
– Ben Harper
– Nirvana
– Matthew Good
– Evanescence
– Vampire Weekend
– Jack Johnson

8 THINGS YOU DO EVERYDAY
– Wake up, unfortunately
– shower
– sing along to something or other
– brush teeth
– tweet

– day dream
– read
– chat with the boyfriend

7 THINGS YOU ENJOY
– being in nature
– having hard work pay off
– cuddling
– sunsets
– being with Nicholas
– reading
– losing myself

6 THINGS THAT WILL ALWAYS WIN YOUR HEART
– genuine people
– animals
– flowers
– going for walks at night
– being told i’m beautiful
– being held

5 FAVORITES: MOVIE, SONG, BOOK, FOOD, SEASON
– Fight Club
– Ben Taylor – I try
– To Kill A Mockingbird – Harper Lee, for the time being.
– this is irrelevant to my favorite things.
– autumn.

4 SMELLS OR SCENTS YOU ENJOY
– boy
– snuggie
– spring air
– a combination of freshly cut grass and canned pepsi

3 PLACES YOU WANT TO GO

– Morocco

– Russia

– Anywhere

2 FAVOURITE HOLIDAYS
– Christmas
– Halloween

1 PERSON YOU’D MARRY ON THE SPOT
– i’m only 16; give it a few years.

June 7, 2010

Trust is overrated anyway..

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I honestly just told somebody I wasn’t okay and that person didn’t even pay attention.

It’s hard to believe I sometimes contemplate why I feel worthless.

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